Xavier M STE 28686
Since the age of 13, I regularly think about suicide to end a life that never brought me any pleasure...
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Since the age of 13, I regularly think about suicide to end a life that never brought me any pleasure...
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I'm sharing this, even though I was not near death at the time it happened, because what I experienced has so much in common, in terms of timelessness, communication method (without word), permeation of feeling of total love, and simultaneous-ness of though...
I had a rough start to my earthly existence...