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I am 56 yrs...
I was suicidal; I wanted to die...
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With the patient, I was standing by the side of her death bed with her laying there, alone, when suddenly, out of the blue, I experienced her presence as pronounced as if she were standing there...
Oh, my God...
My mother had terminal cancer from the summer of 2019 to the fall of 2021...
We had been doing an exercise at the Monroe Institute using the Hemi-Sync CD that Bob Monroe created for his wife, Nancy, called "The Visit"...
I used a technique I read about on the internet...
I was visiting a college friend's home in Kansas...
PRIOR TO THE EXPERIENCE I was in the midst of another episode of debilitating depression...
I had a complete hysterectomy due to continual cysts, and endometriosis that never ever quit...
I was in bed and had been sleeping but during the experience I was definitely not asleep...
I simply remember the brightest white light ( my closest description of it is when sun hits fresh untouched snow and it has that sparkle to it ) the incredibly wonderful peaceful, loving feeling I felt and then being very agitated at the fact that I had to ...
