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I was feeling very stressed, alone, a lot of anxiety and very sad feelings. I remember talking to a picture collage of my mother and sobbing about my life circumstances. She had been deceased for abou...
Prior to the event (around one week) I had been contemplating suicide. Although I wanted to take my life I was also very scared. I had no idea whether there would be life after death or just an end to...
My experience began one night in 1995, this was during an extremely traumatic period for both me and my family. I was 34 years of age, married with three young children. After the Black Wednesday cras...
As I said above, I was really struggling with my life and had recently married and moved far away from home. I was homesick and not sure I had made the right choice at the time, but felt overwhelmed a...
POUR OUT MY SPIRIT When I was eight years old, I had an unusual dream one night. It was unusual for several reasons. First off, my typical dream at that age was of me going to school in my pajamas or ...
In 1997 I was married and living in Portland, Oregon. Sometime between noon and around 2pm, I went into the kitchen to get a cup of coffee. As I began to reach for the coffee pot, I felt a shockwave o...
Quantum Epiphany discussed below At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Ablated Immune system to accommodate a BMT Was the experience difficult to express i...
My first love boyfriend had broken up with me and I didn't know why. In struggling to get past it for months, I went to bed one school night and literally willed myself to die. I was not sleeping duri...
Mary P's Experience Home Page Share Experience New Experiences Experience description: I don't remember leaving my body but I found myself sitting at a desk in a classroom. I could see myself below fr...
I was suicidal; I wanted to die. I had decided to just will myself to die. Laying on my bed one afternoon I was just so upset I figured I could just close my eyes and never wake up again. As I lay the...
Whilst I was in the induced coma, I felt periodically so much pain, heat and discomfort. I actually asked to die because of the discomfort, it felt so bad. This was something I asked for forgiveness f...
I was trying to clear my mind. So much, too fast. Just diagnosed with Stage III breast cancer, moving back to my home, job transfer to where I could get treatment, chemo and doctor dates scheduling. I...