Xavier M STE 28686
Since the age of 13, I regularly think about suicide to end a life that never brought me any pleasure...
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Since the age of 13, I regularly think about suicide to end a life that never brought me any pleasure...
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NDE Phenomenology related Remote Viewing...
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I had stayed home from work that day because I was congested and feeling under the weather, but was still taking the prescribed pain killers for my back as I had everyday for sometime by this point...