Tanya NDE
I was visiting a friend in Lompoc, California...
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I was visiting a friend in Lompoc, California...
I was told (after the fact) that I was given a cocktail of heavy duty drugs...
Finally, I hear a siren, and soon, two men and a woman arrive (she's the doctor, I think)...
When I decided to give up trying to reach the shore and just let myself drown, suddenly everything seemed to stand totally still...
I was in the car taking my girlfriend home when I felt a growing pain in my right leg and I went into automatic as though something or the part of me that was conscious was preparing to leave my body without harming anybody else...
A hydraulic hose took my head back between my shoulder blades...
For reasons I can't explain at this moment, I had attempted suicide at the age of nineteen...
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