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I was suicidal; I wanted to die...
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I was suicidal; I wanted to die...
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With the patient, I was standing by the side of her death bed with her laying there, alone, when suddenly, out of the blue, I experienced her presence as pronounced as if she were standing there...
Oh, my God...
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